teddy brat


september 01, 2026 . 1:44 p.m.
hey! it's my birthday!
and i ain't gotta pick up the phone!

want to know a top-secret secret? i don't usually like my birthday! ( ˶°ㅁ°) ! i try every year to change that but all of my plans always fall through. maybe the day is cursed!

this year it's my own fault. i wanted to prioritize moving away from this small town to a bigger city which meant: MONEY SAVING TIME! but i don't have to like it! ₍₍⚞( ˃ ロ ˂)⚟⁾⁾ i've already started making plans for my birthday next year and hopefully nothing blows it up this time. i'm also planning a really cool party for sharoo! she deserves to have a perfect birthday and our birthdays are so close together! i'm going to do a rodeo theme with a horseshoe cake! YEEHAW!𐚁⊹₊ ⋆

anywayyyyyyyyyyy - chat pile september 17th! i can't wait!



august 22, 2026 . 5:35 p.m.
today i took equinox out for a walk in the stroller and he had a good time but i was so disheartened by what i saw. they're opening an ice facility in my town, right on the fairgrounds. but everyone still came to the county fair this weekend. i thought of the zone of interest. all they can talk about locally is how good it will be for the economy. i can't wait to move.

i moved north from a beach city in the south and the changing of seasons is something i never really experienced. i can't say i'm a fan. summer is my favorite season and, as much as i love halloween, when it starts to shift to autumn i feel a sort of melancholy. i had to cancel my birthday party this year because i wanted to prioritize money for moving but can i be, like, really moody about it anyway? it's whatever, i'll throw a big party next year to make up for it.

chat pile is playing a show a couple of weeks after my birthday though and i can't wait! this show will be the one that finally heals me, right?

i wanted to come across more optimistic when i wrote this entry but it is what it is. i am unhappy and don't have much to look forward to currently. maybe by the time i write my next entry i'll have moved and things will be a lot better.